Nothing new here

Just realized it had been awhile since I posted anything. Really have nothing new (as I'm sure you could imagine, what with my creative title). Bought a Walk Away the Pounds DVD, did really good with it for about a week, then Nick's hours got changed for this week, and I'm refusing to do it when he's home ... and my hours were different this week ... yeah, not looking forward to getting back into the swing of working out, but I definetly need to.

Saturday I have to help move/set up for our transition from being BryanLGH/Madonna child development center into being BryanLGH & Madonna CDCs, with neither having anything to do with the other. Hopefully we get done really really quickly (even though it is paid time, and with having Monday off, it would be nice not to have to use time bank for that) because Nick's cousin Jonathon graduates from East, and I'd like to have time at home to rest before going to the reception. Of course, at this point in time (cuz I'm in a horrible, depressed mood) I'm refusing to go, because I have nothing to wear. I have been searching for something this week to buy, found a shirt that is tolerable (but not as much now as when I bought it, seriously thinking I need to return it). Tonight I went to Penney's, Kohl's, and Shopko ... and left each store pretty much in tears. Really hating my body image, and having self esteem issues tonight (there's something wrong about looking like you're pregnant when you really aren't, just made me feel terrible). Can't wait for this week to be over, so I can try to get back on track more with the dieting and exercising ... I really need to start seeing numbers drop on that scale!!!